I hate my life! Bad stuff always happens.?

For the last 3-4 years my life has crumbled apart. It all began when I was 13. My dog died & I was depressed for about 6 months. Just when i was beginning to recover, to make things worse, I had a car crashed which gave me car phobia for 2 years. Anyways at 14 i had my first girl friend, but 2 months later she broke my heart by cheating on me w/ my cousin. I wouldn't have gotten over it if it wasn't for this girl that I knew as a kid who had moved and came back. I dated here for a while, but one day she told me she was moving back which made me sad & ticked me off. Later my grandpa died which pissed me off worse. At 15 so much crap had happened to me that I was beginning to have trouble trusting people or caring about things. I didn't told you that my Dad is always getting on to me & my brother for no reason. If he catches us just sitting and resting for at least an hour he asks us if we done anything today when we already did all of our chores. He is always verbally abusing us. My family is broke b/c of the economy so on the last 2 years I had to help them buy my school clothes by working on the fields w/ some mexican dude i know. Also right now i'm trying to save up 5,000 bucks for braces. I hate my teeth. I have low self steem b/c of it. I'm the quiet depressed dude at school. I have some looks & usually a girl comes up to me which i hate b/c when they find out i'm shy they stay away. My friends make fun of me for never having a real girlfriend. Two of them moved to another county & one of them I dont hang out w/ anymore b/c he is a drug addict. Usually they visit me once in a while but still pick on me w/out knowing y i am like i am.What do u think? Does anybody's life suck as bad as mine? I never did drugs b/c 1st of all, My life sucks so bad that I dont feel like getting lung disease & I'm afraid of death. My only drug is been in a dark room with heavy rock music on. I hate been around people & i feel better when i'm alone. I tried reading the bible a couple of times but sometimes it ticks me off when I feel good for a while but next thing i know, i'm back to reality. It's as if it was only a fable which makes me feel bad.